Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Does it ever go away?

It feels like it has been so long since I have posted but it has only been a few days. Today was one of those days where you get home and just feel like doing nothing. I had been going from 8a.m. till about 7:30p.m., didn't even have a chance to put make-up on so I went all-natural. Got some summer school figured out (it's a process), got a wonderful package from home, and worked in the costume shop, among other things. I cut out lots of feathers for a bird piece the dance department will be doing. Boy I stood there for about 2 and a half hours cutting and tracing. My feet hurt and I think I was starting to get a blister from the scissors but it was kind of nice to be by myself and listen to the quiet or the rehearsal music every now and then. I kept thining of how mom had to make all these headpieces for my little ballerina friends or sew rind stones all over a costume.
Well I feel as if I am fighting off a cold.
Rudolph the Red-nosed reindeer just came on my itunes.
It has been a weird day.
I wore my chicklet earrings again and one of my guy friends was like nice earrings-I knew they were good for something ;) just kidding, but they do brighten days!
In other news, I don't think you get over the loss of a loved one. In my package I got the letter Grandpa wrote to the grandchildren and his 'In memory of' card...I read them and the tears just fell. It still hurts and yet the whole thing was about not grieving but using your time for the Lord!
Whew, what a day!

"Perhaps my time seemed all to brief, don't lengthen it now with undone grief. Lift up your hearts and share with me, for God wanted me now-He set me free."

"There is work still waiting for you, So you must not idly stand; Do it now, while life remaineth-You shall rest in Jesus' land. When that work is all completed, He will gently call you Home; Oh, the rapture of that meeting, Oh the joy to see you come!"-Safely Home

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