Thoughts from the book The Bookends of the Christian Life by Jerry Bridges & Bob Bevington...
Talking about how the Gospel, the realization of the forgiveness of Christ and how utterly sinful we are causes us to love and live the victorious Christian life. I love how in Isaiah after he's touched with the coal God's looking for someone to serve and Isaiah's like ooo Pick me! Pick me! (v. 8) It was a great reminder for me that working for the Lord should/can be so exciting that the fear is outweighed.
"Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ. Jesus."-Philippians 3:12-14
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
And a few more thoughts from chapel....
In my life and yours, there will be divine appointments, often including people. My challenge? Make divine appointments defining moments. "Don't miss out on a blessing because you jumped ship too early." Don't be afraid to "say Wow" when you look back at what God has done.
In my life and yours, there will be divine appointments, often including people. My challenge? Make divine appointments defining moments. "Don't miss out on a blessing because you jumped ship too early." Don't be afraid to "say Wow" when you look back at what God has done.
It's a puzzle
So I suppose a lot happened in chapel today but after hearing similar analogies for the second time I figured God was trying to get my attention. Especially as a college student, it's something I needed to hear. It has to do with trust. I have to trust God with my life and for this I'm so glad. You see God's got the box top of the puzzle of my life. I'm putting together the edges and filling in sections and then I get to a piece that makes no sense whatsoever and may even seem like it doesn't even go to this puzzle. And that's ok because God sees the big picture. Praise the Lord and be encouraged as we trust Him with our lives!
11 Years
It's been 11 years. My Grandpa Mumpower has been in Heaven for eleven years. As we sang Holy, Holy, Holy in chapel today I was brought back to the time when I would play that song on the organ in their basement. Grandpa would come down and I couldn't read music but I played by number and he encouraged me to keep playing. Boy did he love his grand kids. I think I'll always have that image of him. What a privileged little girl I am to have the love of Grandfathers who showed me the love of Christ.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
I finished reading the section from Alexander Pope's "Epistle" and section ten blatantly reveals the authors intention. It's scary to me though because it seems as if the lie he portrays is masked in lingo....
"All Nature is but Art, unknown to thee; All Chance, Direction, which thou canst not see; All Discord, Harmony not understood; All partial Evil, universal Good: And, spite of Pride, in erring Reason's spite, One truth is clear, WHATEVER IS, IS RIGHT."
I'll five you that discord could be "harmony not understood" as we often don't see the Lords' big picture however, discord could very well be discord and not harmony. Evil is evil, there is no getting around it and whatever is, is NOT right, Romans 3:23 as well as in life when kids simply do the wrong thing are proof of that.
Excerpt taken from Alexander Pope's "An Essay on Man" included in The Norton Anthology Western Lit. book Eighth Edition Vol. 2 Copyright 2006
"All Nature is but Art, unknown to thee; All Chance, Direction, which thou canst not see; All Discord, Harmony not understood; All partial Evil, universal Good: And, spite of Pride, in erring Reason's spite, One truth is clear, WHATEVER IS, IS RIGHT."
I'll five you that discord could be "harmony not understood" as we often don't see the Lords' big picture however, discord could very well be discord and not harmony. Evil is evil, there is no getting around it and whatever is, is NOT right, Romans 3:23 as well as in life when kids simply do the wrong thing are proof of that.
Excerpt taken from Alexander Pope's "An Essay on Man" included in The Norton Anthology Western Lit. book Eighth Edition Vol. 2 Copyright 2006
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Did You Know?
Did you know....
-that when you are a baby all of your taste buds are in your cheeks and when you get old that's where they are as well since you lose your tongue taste buds and have to add lots of salt to everything
-your nose and ears always grow
-as for relationships, those between siblings are supposedly the strongest...when you're old and sick siblings are more likely to take care of you...it beat out husband and wife and parent child
-by the age of a 3 a child's character is usually determined
-in MS a child's hearing ability is usually checked at birth by seeing of brain waves respond to sounds
Just a few fun/interesting facts from my psych classes and fyi i don't know if i want to grow up.
"Laugh where we must, be candid where we can; But vindicate the ways of God to man."
"Hope springs eternal in the human breast..."
"In Pride, in reasoning Pride, our error lies; All quit their sphere, and rush into the skies. Pride still is aiming at the blest abodes, Men would be Angels, Angels would be Gods. Aspiring to be Gods, if Angles fell, Aspiring to be Angels, Men rebel: And who but wishes to invert the laws Of ORDER, sins against the Eternal Cause.
"From pride, from pride, our very reasoning springs; Account for moral, as for natural things: Why charge we Heaven in those, in these acquit? In both, to reason right is to submit."
"....The general ORDER, since the whole began, Is kept in Nature, and is kept in Man."
I've gotta think about these quotes. I'm wondering if perhaps in that final line the author was taking the Christian worldview and hinting that because of the order of nature, every man is "without excuse". I like the rhyme schemes and deep concepts though I'm still trying to decide if I agree with the original intent of the author. See the final line could be saying that Man is God in which case, I would disagree.
Excerpts taken from Alexander Pope's "An Essay on Man" included in The Norton Anthology Western Lit. book Eighth Edition Vol. 2 Copyright 2006
Friday, August 21, 2009
Today, the first day of classes was quite a day. I forgot what I had planned to say in speech class as we had to introduce ourselves. It rained a lot so most of the day I found myself quite drenched. My W4 form got soaked and had to be dryed out. We thought we were going to be struck by lightening in the short walk from Caldwell to Gilespie just to pick up a friend only to walk the rest of the way to the caf., across the Gilespie commons which are made of stones that are accidents waiting to happen. Got a key chain from ROTC, unfortunately I don't know that they are looking for a girl like me. Continued to spill tea all over myself at dinner. Went to the mall and got Bubble Bubble gum tropical fruit chicklets. We signed up for free apparel from Dippin' Dots and tried to get a Krispy Kreme donut but the hot now sign no longer eludes to free donuts. In the middle of the day I started feeling that 2:30 nap slot but went to my dance class about that time anyway. (As I wind down, I am starting to feel the lack of sleep but it's ok, I'll pick up some more hours sooner or later. My first class is at 10:00!!! I've had 8's for the past two semesters and am thrilled!). The sunset was just gorgeous, truly one in a million. With all this monsoon rain, the clouds looked so light! Every time I looked there was a different and even better picture. God is so good. The day was ended with some old school truth or dare and quite a few laughs to say the least. The fireball dare even made an appearance. Apparently, fireball dares trump all the rest. At least that's the word on the street. Oh and I also went to three classes today. Dance was a blessing, I'm glad to be back in a studio, speech was alright, and Psychology of the Exceptional Child is going to be a very good and informing class. Well there you have a day in the life of this college student.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Be Thou my Vision. I think the words of that song are my prayer for this semester. I'm back on campus and as busy as ever. I forget how busy it gets and tired I can be, but God is good and in the midst of it all, I pray that He will be my glorious vision. Well it's almost 12 and i think i have to get up at 7? whew. Still not back to college bed time. Now there's a catch 22.
Saturday, August 08, 2009
So recently I read a book called Compassion by Charles Swindoll. It was a quick read but very powerful and challenging. There were some great passages and excerpts that I wanted to share but for today, I'll just pick one. The challenge: show compassion as Jesus showed compassion. Now that's quite a calling. I found myself failing miserably after my first test. Our neighbor was trying to get a sprinkler to work in the yard of a house for sale and boy was she having trouble. I asked my dad if she needed help and claimed that I wouldn't know how to help. Well, problem A. I asked someone else to help and problem B. even if I didn't know what to do, an extra hand or someone to talk to could go a long way. Sure it's a sprinkler and I could get quite wet but hey it's like 90 + degrees here in SC, I could use a refreshing shower and some laughter. Yes she figured it out and there was no problem but I saw a need and missed it. Hopefully next time, I'll see the need and act.
"Invariably, compassion says, 'Get involved. Reach out. Risk. You can't ignore the person's needs. You care too much to walk away.' "
"Invariably, compassion says, 'Get involved. Reach out. Risk. You can't ignore the person's needs. You care too much to walk away.' "
One Day
One Day. I have one day left in SC before going back to school. I'm thinking about what One Day means. One day this or that will happen. One day my dreams will come true. One day the Lord will return. One day, I'll apologize for that. One day I'll go to Hawaii. One day I'll go back to Kieve. One day I'll see my brother and his wife in their new house in Portland. One day I'll graduate. One day I'll have a Keeshond puppy. One day I'll live life to the fullest. One day I'll reach out to that person. Why should I wait for one day when one day could be today? What will you do with one day?
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Think About It
Two main thoughts this morning
I heard the song I'd Need a Savior by Among the Thirsty. Before I even talk about some of thoughts that were triggered, I really like the name of the group. Among-as much as you like or don't like it, we're all walkin' walks together. The Thirsty-may we never lose the thirst for the living and satisfying water that only Christ can give. So the song, I heard on the radio that God is using this song mightily but unfortunately I didn't get to hear the stories from the group. Nevertheless, it reminded me of the power of the Name of Jesus. All to often I know I forget this. Sadly, the misuse of His name I've ignored, as if I've become immune to it. Now that is something that must change. It's like I heard a comedian say do you ever here someone say oh Joe, when they stub there toe? Likewise the Name above every name should not be taken for granted. It is the only name that saves (Romans 10:13), rescues, and restores.
The return of the King if you will, is something I don't believe I think about enough. Maybe it's because it is all the scary Revelation stuff. But for the believer it is the exact opposite. As a believer, I am called to "eagerly wait" his return (Hebrews 9:28). Though Revelation is scary I believe that God intended it as a warning, fear results from warnings. Without a fear, would we heed the warning? And for believers, it is a call to witness all the more fervently. After all, its is God's desire that no one should perish (2 Peter 3:9). Take a look at this picture.....
Excerpt from John Piper's Seeing and Savoring Jesus Christ
" 'By the power that enables him even to subject all things to himself' he will 'transform' our disease-ridden, decaying bodies into the likeness of 'his glorious body' (Philippians 3:21). 'In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye...we shall be changed' (1 Corinthinas 15:52). 'He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall ther be mourning nor crying nor pain anymore' (Revelation 21:4)
And perhaps most glorious of all is the jealousy with which he wil magnify his grace. He will not share the glory of being the grace-giver. Peter tells us simply, "Set your hope fully on the grace that will be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ' (1 Peter 1:13). And what will that grace look like? Jesus pictured it in a parable: 'Blessed are those servants whom the master finds awake when he comes. Truly, I say to you, he will dress himself for service and have them recline at table, and he will come and serve them' (Luke 12: 37). It is the grace of God's being our 'Servant'- the Giver-even to eternity."
I heard the song I'd Need a Savior by Among the Thirsty. Before I even talk about some of thoughts that were triggered, I really like the name of the group. Among-as much as you like or don't like it, we're all walkin' walks together. The Thirsty-may we never lose the thirst for the living and satisfying water that only Christ can give. So the song, I heard on the radio that God is using this song mightily but unfortunately I didn't get to hear the stories from the group. Nevertheless, it reminded me of the power of the Name of Jesus. All to often I know I forget this. Sadly, the misuse of His name I've ignored, as if I've become immune to it. Now that is something that must change. It's like I heard a comedian say do you ever here someone say oh Joe, when they stub there toe? Likewise the Name above every name should not be taken for granted. It is the only name that saves (Romans 10:13), rescues, and restores.
The return of the King if you will, is something I don't believe I think about enough. Maybe it's because it is all the scary Revelation stuff. But for the believer it is the exact opposite. As a believer, I am called to "eagerly wait" his return (Hebrews 9:28). Though Revelation is scary I believe that God intended it as a warning, fear results from warnings. Without a fear, would we heed the warning? And for believers, it is a call to witness all the more fervently. After all, its is God's desire that no one should perish (2 Peter 3:9). Take a look at this picture.....
Excerpt from John Piper's Seeing and Savoring Jesus Christ
" 'By the power that enables him even to subject all things to himself' he will 'transform' our disease-ridden, decaying bodies into the likeness of 'his glorious body' (Philippians 3:21). 'In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye...we shall be changed' (1 Corinthinas 15:52). 'He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall ther be mourning nor crying nor pain anymore' (Revelation 21:4)
And perhaps most glorious of all is the jealousy with which he wil magnify his grace. He will not share the glory of being the grace-giver. Peter tells us simply, "Set your hope fully on the grace that will be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ' (1 Peter 1:13). And what will that grace look like? Jesus pictured it in a parable: 'Blessed are those servants whom the master finds awake when he comes. Truly, I say to you, he will dress himself for service and have them recline at table, and he will come and serve them' (Luke 12: 37). It is the grace of God's being our 'Servant'- the Giver-even to eternity."
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
I went to the eye doctor today and walked in by myself and the receptionist said, "Are you here by yourself?" So I guess i didn't look like I was nineteen. Then i went to Moe's and the check-out lady said, after i had my food, for future reference you can only get this if your 12 or under. And the day concluded with awkward stares from the Hollywood video store people as I tried to go inside when it was closed. It's been quite a day.
Monday, August 03, 2009
I was reminded of what good quotes are in the Chronicles of Narnia. The first movie was on disney channel which in and of itself is great! Then I got to thinking about how God really had his hand on C.S. Lewis' work. Who would've thought that it would be such an epic and timeless story? I always love the image of Aslan and I especially like his portrayal in the movie: kind and compassionate yet as fierce as ever. Can you imagine what it will be like to walk with the Lord? And as humans we are one of a kind, unique just as the 4 kids were in Narnia. I was also reminded of how God gives us the breath of life i.e. Aslan breathed on the creatures of stone and they came back to life. Now for the quotes
"This may be harder than you think."-Aslan to Peter (talking about Edmund, the youngest one's betrayal)
"Do not sight the deep magic with me witch, I was there when it was written!"-Aslan to The White Witch
"You have to trust me, this must be done."-Aslan before going to the stone table
"Impossible!"-The White Witch
"Once a king or queen of Narnia, always a King or queen of Narnia."-Aslan
"He's not a tame lion, no but he is good."-Lucy and Mr. Tumnus
There are many more good quotes from Prince Caspian as well
"This may be harder than you think."-Aslan to Peter (talking about Edmund, the youngest one's betrayal)
"Do not sight the deep magic with me witch, I was there when it was written!"-Aslan to The White Witch
"You have to trust me, this must be done."-Aslan before going to the stone table
"Impossible!"-The White Witch
"Once a king or queen of Narnia, always a King or queen of Narnia."-Aslan
"He's not a tame lion, no but he is good."-Lucy and Mr. Tumnus
There are many more good quotes from Prince Caspian as well
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
A high calling...
"May the Lord make your love increase and overflow for each other and for everyone else, just as ours does for you. May he strengthen your hearts so that you will be blameless and holy in the presence of our God and Father when our Lord Jesus comes with all his holy ones."-1 Thess. 3:12
"However, do not rejoice that the spirits submit to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven."-Luke 10:20
It's not about anything I can do but what God can, has, and will do.
"May the Lord make your love increase and overflow for each other and for everyone else, just as ours does for you. May he strengthen your hearts so that you will be blameless and holy in the presence of our God and Father when our Lord Jesus comes with all his holy ones."-1 Thess. 3:12
"However, do not rejoice that the spirits submit to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven."-Luke 10:20
It's not about anything I can do but what God can, has, and will do.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I've got exactly 5 minutes before I have to leave for dance...so I tried to study bio but didn't get very far (not in that 5 minutes mind you) and it's kind of discouraging when you have to re-learn material because of a cumulative final. I promise I learned something this summer but I don't have a very long retention span for stuff like that and maybe that's why I'm not the best test taker, especially when it comes to those evaluation/placement tests. Oh well, I'll try and study more tonight. In other news we insulated the attic in the flip house down town. I say 'we' in a different term. Mr. Robbie came and helped and I ended up being the go between yeller. Yes, I was the one who yelled out of the window turn it off or on. Then I ended up running up and down the stairs (About the fifth time up and down I figured I should've kept a tally) to bring daddy whatever he needed i.e. bats of pink insulation, stapler, extension cord, well you get the idea. Well the pink insulation is a tad itchy but the environmentally green insulation tastes nasty but is apparently harmless. We'll see. Boy was it nasty and hot here in SC but hey, it only took a morning and we were done by noon. Up I went a minute over, gotta go but enjoy your Tuesday!
Monday, July 27, 2009
I accidentally killed a roly-poly today. I knew it was there too and wasn't thinking and stepped on it in my bare feet. It was one of those instances where I knew immediately what had happened. You see, I'm usually just lazy and don't bother to kill various creatures in my house because they aren't harming me and I don't feel like messing with them so I had seen it earlier in the day but alas it caught me in a moment of weakness. Man, it even made a little squealing sound, kind of like drrll. It was sad. I'm sorry roly-poly.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Just Sit Still
"Then the disciples came to Jesus in private and askd, 'Why couldn't we drive it out?' He replied, 'Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.' Matthew 16:18-21 interesting that Jesus tells them to have faith and then tells them He's going to die. That is another subject and one of utmost importance however that is not what I was initially thinking about this morning.
Have you ever felt like your life is a "big question mark". You have something come up and think it's the perfect choice but then your plans just fall a part and you're back in the same place again. It's like you think it's the right choice but in the back of your mind you think what I see may not be what God sees. And it's oh so hard. Don't get me wrong, I am SO thankful that God promises Jeremiah 29:11. It's just that I think that Andrew Murray hits it when he says, "We don't realize that faith must accept and expect that God will, by His almighty power, fulfill every promise He has made." So when jealousy comes of what seems to be like the perfect life, that's not my place. Jealousy aside, and prayerfully gone, what do I have to fear/worry. Am I fearing God or man? After all, I am a child of the King, Daddy is just doing some fine tuning at the moment. It's my job to trust Him. It's my job to just sit still.
Have you ever felt like your life is a "big question mark". You have something come up and think it's the perfect choice but then your plans just fall a part and you're back in the same place again. It's like you think it's the right choice but in the back of your mind you think what I see may not be what God sees. And it's oh so hard. Don't get me wrong, I am SO thankful that God promises Jeremiah 29:11. It's just that I think that Andrew Murray hits it when he says, "We don't realize that faith must accept and expect that God will, by His almighty power, fulfill every promise He has made." So when jealousy comes of what seems to be like the perfect life, that's not my place. Jealousy aside, and prayerfully gone, what do I have to fear/worry. Am I fearing God or man? After all, I am a child of the King, Daddy is just doing some fine tuning at the moment. It's my job to trust Him. It's my job to just sit still.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
In Honor of Edwin Lee Dear
Edwin Lee Dear
March 17, 1959-July 11, 2009
"God sees when the footsteps all falter,
When the pathway has grown too steep,
Then He touches the weary eyelids
And gives His dear ones sleep." -Mary Katherine Dear
Isaiah 25:8
"He will swallow up death in victory; and the Lord God will wipe away tears from off all faces."
Writing Compiled by Kimber Dear
Dear Family, you are in our thoughts and prayers!
The Joys of Radio and Music
After many hours of biology note cards and about 30 hours over three days of driving time, I have decided that I very much love music and the radio. There's just something about it. It's not like I enjoy just one genre or type of broadcast. Pop, rap, Contemporary Christian, country and the like are up for grabs. As for broadcasts I like the kid shows, a good sermon every now and then, comedy, morning banter, late night call-in-shows and your good ol' conservative talk show. Perhaps its the thoughts that run by with each song and experience or the reality of it. Granted there is time and good use of quiet but more often than not I find myself listening to something.
If the news and weather aren't keeping me up to date, then a song is encouraging or stimulating thoughts. What better way to learn by music, it sticks in your head and you certainly don't forget it. I mean how many times have you been stuck singing an annoying song that you just can't get out of your head or better yet you wake up singing one you love.
Well today was no exception, I did note cards for most of the day and passed the time with Pandora, sure does make it more exciting. Hear are some of the songs I hadn't heard before but kind of liked: Sitting at a Red Light by Susie Luchsinger, Stand by Matthew West, Just Pray by Jason Meadows, With You by Geoff Moore, and Look Like a Fool by Matt Maher. These were all Christian and some of the melodies are a bit old school but the lyrics are powerful.
Anyway, anybody else out there feel like you always have to have something playing in the background? I mean I can even have a book on tape, headphones in with music, and read a book at the same time. Wait a sec, maybe that's not a good thing, I wonder how much of each of those I'm really taking in. It's crazy how I can just tune out other things!
If the news and weather aren't keeping me up to date, then a song is encouraging or stimulating thoughts. What better way to learn by music, it sticks in your head and you certainly don't forget it. I mean how many times have you been stuck singing an annoying song that you just can't get out of your head or better yet you wake up singing one you love.
Well today was no exception, I did note cards for most of the day and passed the time with Pandora, sure does make it more exciting. Hear are some of the songs I hadn't heard before but kind of liked: Sitting at a Red Light by Susie Luchsinger, Stand by Matthew West, Just Pray by Jason Meadows, With You by Geoff Moore, and Look Like a Fool by Matt Maher. These were all Christian and some of the melodies are a bit old school but the lyrics are powerful.
Anyway, anybody else out there feel like you always have to have something playing in the background? I mean I can even have a book on tape, headphones in with music, and read a book at the same time. Wait a sec, maybe that's not a good thing, I wonder how much of each of those I'm really taking in. It's crazy how I can just tune out other things!
Monday, July 13, 2009
Heard this on direct connection the other day and looked up the video.
Mat Kearney - Closer To Love (Official Music Video) - The funniest videos are a click away
Mat Kearney - Closer To Love (Official Music Video) - The funniest videos are a click away
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
So I got a little slack on posting, my apologies. I should actually be studying for my genetics biology test but I just can't seem to muster up the motivation. I guess the sooner I do it, the sooner it will be done.
Not much new...Josh and Alli are here, as I said before, and we are enjoying that. It's nice to have the whole family home. Strange how you grow up, life goes on, and new families are made but there's nothing like seeing mom, dad, brother, and sister. It's true, you never stop being a mom or a sister for that matter :).
Starting up dance again after a week off and boy can I feel it. Strange how I used to be able to go long amounts of time without class and now I crave it because I now how long it'll take to get back into it. Guess I'm gettin' old. Just about a month and a half until the placement class so we'll see....I've got a lot of work to do!
Well I suppose I should get motivated or at least get it done
Not much new...Josh and Alli are here, as I said before, and we are enjoying that. It's nice to have the whole family home. Strange how you grow up, life goes on, and new families are made but there's nothing like seeing mom, dad, brother, and sister. It's true, you never stop being a mom or a sister for that matter :).
Starting up dance again after a week off and boy can I feel it. Strange how I used to be able to go long amounts of time without class and now I crave it because I now how long it'll take to get back into it. Guess I'm gettin' old. Just about a month and a half until the placement class so we'll see....I've got a lot of work to do!
Well I suppose I should get motivated or at least get it done
Saturday, July 04, 2009
So I'm typing this from my iPod, which I must say is incredible! Technology can be pretty amazing! Anyway, I should start by saying happy fourth of July!! I hope everyone enjoys time with their families and catch some fireworks later tonight. Certainly can't forget our men & women of the armedd forces, thank you! And praise the Lord for our freedom. Sure we've had our ups and downs but there's no denying that we've been blessed.
On the homefront, we've loved having josh and Alli home! And of course sharing fresh blueberries with our cousins. We are down in good ok'. Ga and the weather is lovely. You can actually walk outside without immediately sweating. Last night was quite a trip. After all twelve of us had burgers and our fair share of blueberry cheesecake, way to go mom it was so good, we proceeded to play Settlers of Catan. Most of us hadn't played before but if you can get passed the overwhelming rules it really gets interesting. We played teams which really helped and got so into it. It's one of those games where you get all worked up with the role of the dice. Don't be surprised if you find yourself holding your breath. So we ended up playing 'til 1:30am, I don't remember the last time my parents have been up and thinking at that time by choice but they were great! It was like a good book you couldn't put down and we're still not done that game. It was voted to come back today and finish. Somehow abbie and I managed to be close to winning, a surprise to us! Go team!
P.S. I edited this from mom's computer....my ipod battery was dying and the predictive typing made for some unique sentences
On the homefront, we've loved having josh and Alli home! And of course sharing fresh blueberries with our cousins. We are down in good ok'. Ga and the weather is lovely. You can actually walk outside without immediately sweating. Last night was quite a trip. After all twelve of us had burgers and our fair share of blueberry cheesecake, way to go mom it was so good, we proceeded to play Settlers of Catan. Most of us hadn't played before but if you can get passed the overwhelming rules it really gets interesting. We played teams which really helped and got so into it. It's one of those games where you get all worked up with the role of the dice. Don't be surprised if you find yourself holding your breath. So we ended up playing 'til 1:30am, I don't remember the last time my parents have been up and thinking at that time by choice but they were great! It was like a good book you couldn't put down and we're still not done that game. It was voted to come back today and finish. Somehow abbie and I managed to be close to winning, a surprise to us! Go team!
P.S. I edited this from mom's computer....my ipod battery was dying and the predictive typing made for some unique sentences
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Mixed Thoughts
I had a code red explosion today. Much like the tea and purple explosion. Somehow I have a tendency for creating big overflowing spills so much so that they seep down into drawers and it is not cool. At least I know how to clean them up now.
On a much more serious note I went and saw My Sister's Keeper. Stop. If you want to see it, you probably shouldn't read the rest of this but be forewarned you should prepare yourself and be ready to cry. (though I don't think you can quite prepare yourself for viewing or experiencing something like that, I tried and merely ended up quite fidgety, taking deep breaths, and losing all my makeup). Ok so the story line is basically that there's a daughter, Katie, who has cancer, since she was very young. Her sister, Anna, was born In Vitro fertilization so that she could give her organs to save her sister's life. This in and of itself creates psychological and difficult self-worth issues. It's also a question of ethics which Anna and Katie try to wrestle with and force their parents to contemplate. Anna proceeds to sue her parents for the rights of her own body. Meanwhile the whole family is falling apart. The son is forgotten, comes home late and dad doesn't even realize he's been gone, along with Anna, who is merely trying to fulfill all of Katie's wishes and hold it together. Some of the most heart wrenching and difficult scenes revolve around a book Katie makes along with the flashbacks. The judge involved in the case also has a history in which her daughter was killed by a drunk driver. And the lawyer suffers from a disease as well only revealed when he tries for a recess, is denied, and runs out of the room because of a seizure. Once again I was brought to the realization that you NEVER know what people are facing daily.
Anyway, the movie progresses with narration and views by each individual. Katie apologizes to everyone in her family: "To mom-I took your life away as you cared for me, To dad-I took your true love away, To my brother-I'm sorry I took all the attention when you needed it, To Anna-I'm sorry I let them hurt you." I got to thinking how difficult sickness is and how it affects EVERYONE in the family. It wasn't Katie's fault that she was sick and yet she was apologizing for the affects of her sickness.
I appreciated the storyline of the brother, it's honesty. It is revealed that Katie tells Anna to sue her parents so that Anna will have a life that Katie never will. The brother helps Anna, but then realizes his family is falling apart and he has to let his sister go. When he tears up the image of Katie is another powerful and difficult time. Finally, he interrupts the court and pleads for his mom to let Katie go so that their family can heal. Katie's relationships with Taylor is another tragedy, granted it is marked with some joyful times. As he takes care of her on the first day of a radiation or chemo treatment you see the depth of his love for her and shortly after experience her loss. Katie then has something else on top of the cancer to deal with and work through. The role of the dad as well, is difficult as he takes Katie to the beach and has to stand up to or carry his wife through it if you will. This beach scene was really powerful, mom and dad are arguing and yelling at each other over whether or not she should go to the beach and brother and sister are told to get in the car and they are like what are we supposed to do. The dad went through all of that because it was the best for his daughter. I can't imagine the emotions, the heartache, and the joy that develops but this movie gives a little look. Each character has their own struggles and well there really aren't any words to sum it up. It's something you never get over and something you have to deal with when it happens. But I think many of us, if not all of us have experienced at least one of those situations in the movie. There was one significant thing missing in this picture.Praise the Lord there is hope in Salvation. I honestly don't know what I would do if I did not have the Lord and had to go through this.
Personally, as I sat there and balled, I thought about how difficult it's going to be when my relatives and loved ones pass. I have lost one grandfather to cancer and my other grandpa is battling it as we speak. There will be many tears and all I know is that we will have to cling to our hope in the Lord.
On a much more menial level but a blessing never the less, the sun is shining and I think the movie encourages you to treasure and really live out each moment, opportunity, and day. Whew, I get sick and upset even remembering it but at the rate we're going with all of the news and economy, this is our life. The question is how, is our story going to be lived out?
I had a code red explosion today. Much like the tea and purple explosion. Somehow I have a tendency for creating big overflowing spills so much so that they seep down into drawers and it is not cool. At least I know how to clean them up now.
On a much more serious note I went and saw My Sister's Keeper. Stop. If you want to see it, you probably shouldn't read the rest of this but be forewarned you should prepare yourself and be ready to cry. (though I don't think you can quite prepare yourself for viewing or experiencing something like that, I tried and merely ended up quite fidgety, taking deep breaths, and losing all my makeup). Ok so the story line is basically that there's a daughter, Katie, who has cancer, since she was very young. Her sister, Anna, was born In Vitro fertilization so that she could give her organs to save her sister's life. This in and of itself creates psychological and difficult self-worth issues. It's also a question of ethics which Anna and Katie try to wrestle with and force their parents to contemplate. Anna proceeds to sue her parents for the rights of her own body. Meanwhile the whole family is falling apart. The son is forgotten, comes home late and dad doesn't even realize he's been gone, along with Anna, who is merely trying to fulfill all of Katie's wishes and hold it together. Some of the most heart wrenching and difficult scenes revolve around a book Katie makes along with the flashbacks. The judge involved in the case also has a history in which her daughter was killed by a drunk driver. And the lawyer suffers from a disease as well only revealed when he tries for a recess, is denied, and runs out of the room because of a seizure. Once again I was brought to the realization that you NEVER know what people are facing daily.
Anyway, the movie progresses with narration and views by each individual. Katie apologizes to everyone in her family: "To mom-I took your life away as you cared for me, To dad-I took your true love away, To my brother-I'm sorry I took all the attention when you needed it, To Anna-I'm sorry I let them hurt you." I got to thinking how difficult sickness is and how it affects EVERYONE in the family. It wasn't Katie's fault that she was sick and yet she was apologizing for the affects of her sickness.
I appreciated the storyline of the brother, it's honesty. It is revealed that Katie tells Anna to sue her parents so that Anna will have a life that Katie never will. The brother helps Anna, but then realizes his family is falling apart and he has to let his sister go. When he tears up the image of Katie is another powerful and difficult time. Finally, he interrupts the court and pleads for his mom to let Katie go so that their family can heal. Katie's relationships with Taylor is another tragedy, granted it is marked with some joyful times. As he takes care of her on the first day of a radiation or chemo treatment you see the depth of his love for her and shortly after experience her loss. Katie then has something else on top of the cancer to deal with and work through. The role of the dad as well, is difficult as he takes Katie to the beach and has to stand up to or carry his wife through it if you will. This beach scene was really powerful, mom and dad are arguing and yelling at each other over whether or not she should go to the beach and brother and sister are told to get in the car and they are like what are we supposed to do. The dad went through all of that because it was the best for his daughter. I can't imagine the emotions, the heartache, and the joy that develops but this movie gives a little look. Each character has their own struggles and well there really aren't any words to sum it up. It's something you never get over and something you have to deal with when it happens. But I think many of us, if not all of us have experienced at least one of those situations in the movie. There was one significant thing missing in this picture.Praise the Lord there is hope in Salvation. I honestly don't know what I would do if I did not have the Lord and had to go through this.
Personally, as I sat there and balled, I thought about how difficult it's going to be when my relatives and loved ones pass. I have lost one grandfather to cancer and my other grandpa is battling it as we speak. There will be many tears and all I know is that we will have to cling to our hope in the Lord.
On a much more menial level but a blessing never the less, the sun is shining and I think the movie encourages you to treasure and really live out each moment, opportunity, and day. Whew, I get sick and upset even remembering it but at the rate we're going with all of the news and economy, this is our life. The question is how, is our story going to be lived out?
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Powerful
How Deep the Father's love for Us by Stuart Townend
How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
And make a wretch His treasure
How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory
Behold the Man upon the cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers
It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished
I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom
This pretty much sums it up I think. Get's me every time. It's one of my favorites and maybe I'll be privileged enough to dance to it someday!
How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
And make a wretch His treasure
How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory
Behold the Man upon the cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers
It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished
I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom
This pretty much sums it up I think. Get's me every time. It's one of my favorites and maybe I'll be privileged enough to dance to it someday!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
7 votes
I don't know if anyone's keeping up with our politics but boy did they play a game yesterday. The cap and trade bill, which I'm still surprised it even got this far, was up for election. Though it's a green bill and sure our environment might appreciate it, it's got a lot more damage than good I'm afraid. Even if they taxed CO2 and other polluting gases, companies aren't going to stop emitting them. They are going to have to find a way to pay for the tax and its gonna trickle down to the very people the government claims it is supposed to help. And if we're not producing, surely China and other countries are going to pick up our slack and we'll have no income to even attempt to pull us out of the state of our economy. Furthermore, Obama claims that jobs will be created and the out-of-pocket money won't be that big of a difference-"a postage stamp". Wait a second. I'm old school and postage stamps have gone up to almost 50 cents per stamp, how many people do you know that send mail anymore? Though yahoo is reporting that it's only about a 100 dollar increase per household, I don't know many households that can afford even that at the moment and there's rumors that it could cost as much as $3,000. Maybe not even rumors as it sounds like Obama contradicted himself, he said earlier that 2 million jobs are going to be cut by this AND utility bills will skyrocket! 2 million jobs are going to be cut and you're telling me that it's going to help create jobs? People are claiming that this will put us as a "leader in clean energy jobs" but what good is that going to do in the long run? Aren't there environmental regulations in place already? There are too many holes in this bill, a claim that the bill is "not perfect" isn't comforting. I'm leery about this one to say the least. To top it all off, it passed by 7 votes! Sadly, many bills are passed at odd hours of the night but I do know that many American's tried to prevent this yesterday with phone calls and emails and I think that 7 vote difference resulted.
Check it out: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090627/ap_on_go_pr_wh/us_climate_bill
Check it out: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090627/ap_on_go_pr_wh/us_climate_bill
Friday, June 26, 2009
This is a long one but if you can make it through....
Sitting down to write a tribute or a reflection of this past week and these past nineteen years for that matter, I don't even know where to begin. It stirs a lot of different emotions and thoughts.
This week started out rough and is still not over. As America watched John and Kate separate, our hearts broke for the family. Yes they have become part of the statistic but we all hoped that they wouldn't. My plea is that they don't have to become that. TLC decided to stop airing John and Kate plus 8 until August and well, it looks like that chapter is over. I don't quite understand where the excitement of the change that John spoke of comes from or why they claim they are doing it for their kids. Every other word is about their kids but what about their marriage?
Following this, as a South Carolinian, we were informed that our governor was having an affair in Argentina. Of course there were mixed emotions about his disappearance, humor and curiosity, whatever the motives. Putting politics aside, I'm pretty sure that if the governor was needed somebody would have been available to oversee the necessary measures to either step in and/or inform the governor, the outcome is sad. It is not my place to judge and I hope that the media will handle it with some sort of respect. Sanford recalled that it started as a friendship, it digressed from there. I almost don't even want to read or hear about it anymore. It is enough to know that he did it and it is awful, but I don't want to read the emails and know all the details. One act and the consequences are dire, grave, and life-altering not only for him, but for everyone involved.
Emotions from these two stories, well as a young women it brings fear. You wonder who you can trust anymore and marriage has become, though it always has been, a daily battle. It takes work to be a success and maybe now it will be taken a bit more seriously. Now America is shocked if you are married to a member of the opposite sex and if it is both you and your spouse's only marriage.
With the deaths of Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson well again, where do you begin. Losing anyone is a horrendous, tragedy that no-one every gets over. Farrah battled cancer like so many others and lost. It makes you wonder what you will be remembered for. A smile, an "angel", a heart, a discovery, a sacrifice, an unknown soldier, a mother, a father, a brother, a sister, and the list goes on. One life, one death. Did she make it count? And Michael Jackson just passed a physical and died the next day. His story is not the only one that is peculiar. What about the chef who found out he had cancer and died days later. Or the lady who missed Air France Flight 447 and died in a car wreck on the way home? When it's your time to go, you have to go. Jackson was remembered for his infamous Thriller music video and his court appearances. He had fun but like many, he lived a troubled life. Farrah similarly went through divorce and a son who is spending much of his life in prison. You just never know what someone is going through.
With the death of Heath Ledger I didn't know if I could ever bring myself to watch The Dark Knight because he's dead. When he dies in the movie, he's not coming back to life. It hits too close to home and too close to real life. Along those lines, I don't think we'll ever be able to do those fun Thriller steps without a hint of sadness.
So where do these deaths, along with the impending wars in Iran and the nuclear threats of North Korea, leave a young woman. Well, first it puts a new perspective on life. I remember being so upset about the election of Obama not for reasons that most would think but mainly because I didn't entirely know what he stood for, how he would handle the issues of our day. What I did know, well, not all of it seemed good. Yes, I am glad we now have a black president as part of our history, but the fact that his race was even a question and a debate shows that the racial issues, whatever side, have not dissolved. With this I learned that God is in control.
Now I have to take this many steps further. Life and death are in His hands and for a nation and a world that is looking for hope in a hopeless era, be it the economy or wars, the Word needs to spread. People are dying for justice, literally, after the elections in Iran and as soldiers fight to establish and maintain peace in Iraq. Even in the Orange Revolution, the people were not going to put up with injustice and again, lives were lost for freedom. People need to know that "God knows the plans He has for them, plans to prosper and not to harm them (Jeremiah 29:11)." Just like after 9/11 and Hurricane Katrina, hearts are hungry. People want some sort of morals and justice in the world and I think it is time that the church steps up. It's time for me to take those extra five minutes at the Walmart cash register and ask the clerk how their day is. I need to share a smile. I need to spend less time in the world of the internet speculating and thinking about life, thinking about what should have happened and more time making things happen. I need to show the unfathomable love of Jesus in the New Testament.
How have I gotten to this point anyway. When did I stop asking people how they were doing and instead relied on their hourly face book status update. When did I feel more comfortable texting someone than calling them. Being texting buddies does not result in a life-long relationship. Who knows, maybe this face book era is just a fad and maybe when we have nothing left, we'll go back to making house calls and looking forward to the milkshake at the drive-in. I know this has been said by many before but maybe now, we are all really feeling it and the realization and effects of the internet age are settling in.
Suddenly passing my biology test or missing a movie isn't that important. Listening to a friend who can't find a job to pay for college becomes top priority. Being at the hospital with a loved one or sitting next to your best friend as she watches her dad battle cancer is where I should be. Maybe I'll study in my free time and strive for an 'A' because it's something I can do and though it may go unnoticed, the little things can become big triumphs. "And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him (Colossians 3:17)."
I know it will take a decision and following through. I am just as addicted to face book as the next person, but I think it's time to make a change. This may seem hypocritical as I'm posting this, but I'm planning and hoping to start now. Don't get me wrong, they can be beneficial and I certainly don't mean to stop using it all together. It's just that sometimes I guess I lose sight of my priorities. I'm a nineteen year old girl living in a world of uncertainty. It's time to start living and watch the miracles of God's redemption.
P.S. I was looking for a particular verse and couldn't find it but I did find these....
Titus 3:9-11
Ephesians 5:11-12
2 Peter 3
Sitting down to write a tribute or a reflection of this past week and these past nineteen years for that matter, I don't even know where to begin. It stirs a lot of different emotions and thoughts.
This week started out rough and is still not over. As America watched John and Kate separate, our hearts broke for the family. Yes they have become part of the statistic but we all hoped that they wouldn't. My plea is that they don't have to become that. TLC decided to stop airing John and Kate plus 8 until August and well, it looks like that chapter is over. I don't quite understand where the excitement of the change that John spoke of comes from or why they claim they are doing it for their kids. Every other word is about their kids but what about their marriage?
Following this, as a South Carolinian, we were informed that our governor was having an affair in Argentina. Of course there were mixed emotions about his disappearance, humor and curiosity, whatever the motives. Putting politics aside, I'm pretty sure that if the governor was needed somebody would have been available to oversee the necessary measures to either step in and/or inform the governor, the outcome is sad. It is not my place to judge and I hope that the media will handle it with some sort of respect. Sanford recalled that it started as a friendship, it digressed from there. I almost don't even want to read or hear about it anymore. It is enough to know that he did it and it is awful, but I don't want to read the emails and know all the details. One act and the consequences are dire, grave, and life-altering not only for him, but for everyone involved.
Emotions from these two stories, well as a young women it brings fear. You wonder who you can trust anymore and marriage has become, though it always has been, a daily battle. It takes work to be a success and maybe now it will be taken a bit more seriously. Now America is shocked if you are married to a member of the opposite sex and if it is both you and your spouse's only marriage.
With the deaths of Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson well again, where do you begin. Losing anyone is a horrendous, tragedy that no-one every gets over. Farrah battled cancer like so many others and lost. It makes you wonder what you will be remembered for. A smile, an "angel", a heart, a discovery, a sacrifice, an unknown soldier, a mother, a father, a brother, a sister, and the list goes on. One life, one death. Did she make it count? And Michael Jackson just passed a physical and died the next day. His story is not the only one that is peculiar. What about the chef who found out he had cancer and died days later. Or the lady who missed Air France Flight 447 and died in a car wreck on the way home? When it's your time to go, you have to go. Jackson was remembered for his infamous Thriller music video and his court appearances. He had fun but like many, he lived a troubled life. Farrah similarly went through divorce and a son who is spending much of his life in prison. You just never know what someone is going through.
With the death of Heath Ledger I didn't know if I could ever bring myself to watch The Dark Knight because he's dead. When he dies in the movie, he's not coming back to life. It hits too close to home and too close to real life. Along those lines, I don't think we'll ever be able to do those fun Thriller steps without a hint of sadness.
So where do these deaths, along with the impending wars in Iran and the nuclear threats of North Korea, leave a young woman. Well, first it puts a new perspective on life. I remember being so upset about the election of Obama not for reasons that most would think but mainly because I didn't entirely know what he stood for, how he would handle the issues of our day. What I did know, well, not all of it seemed good. Yes, I am glad we now have a black president as part of our history, but the fact that his race was even a question and a debate shows that the racial issues, whatever side, have not dissolved. With this I learned that God is in control.
Now I have to take this many steps further. Life and death are in His hands and for a nation and a world that is looking for hope in a hopeless era, be it the economy or wars, the Word needs to spread. People are dying for justice, literally, after the elections in Iran and as soldiers fight to establish and maintain peace in Iraq. Even in the Orange Revolution, the people were not going to put up with injustice and again, lives were lost for freedom. People need to know that "God knows the plans He has for them, plans to prosper and not to harm them (Jeremiah 29:11)." Just like after 9/11 and Hurricane Katrina, hearts are hungry. People want some sort of morals and justice in the world and I think it is time that the church steps up. It's time for me to take those extra five minutes at the Walmart cash register and ask the clerk how their day is. I need to share a smile. I need to spend less time in the world of the internet speculating and thinking about life, thinking about what should have happened and more time making things happen. I need to show the unfathomable love of Jesus in the New Testament.
How have I gotten to this point anyway. When did I stop asking people how they were doing and instead relied on their hourly face book status update. When did I feel more comfortable texting someone than calling them. Being texting buddies does not result in a life-long relationship. Who knows, maybe this face book era is just a fad and maybe when we have nothing left, we'll go back to making house calls and looking forward to the milkshake at the drive-in. I know this has been said by many before but maybe now, we are all really feeling it and the realization and effects of the internet age are settling in.
Suddenly passing my biology test or missing a movie isn't that important. Listening to a friend who can't find a job to pay for college becomes top priority. Being at the hospital with a loved one or sitting next to your best friend as she watches her dad battle cancer is where I should be. Maybe I'll study in my free time and strive for an 'A' because it's something I can do and though it may go unnoticed, the little things can become big triumphs. "And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him (Colossians 3:17)."
I know it will take a decision and following through. I am just as addicted to face book as the next person, but I think it's time to make a change. This may seem hypocritical as I'm posting this, but I'm planning and hoping to start now. Don't get me wrong, they can be beneficial and I certainly don't mean to stop using it all together. It's just that sometimes I guess I lose sight of my priorities. I'm a nineteen year old girl living in a world of uncertainty. It's time to start living and watch the miracles of God's redemption.
P.S. I was looking for a particular verse and couldn't find it but I did find these....
Titus 3:9-11
Ephesians 5:11-12
2 Peter 3
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
6 books-5 dollars
Splittin' a spud max-8 dollarsish
Newspaper-75 cents
Summer Afternoon-priceless
"At your library you'll find everything you need to expand your horizon and help you to to succeed" Yes, I am a nerd and I do know our county library jingle but, we did just get 5 books for 6 dollars which you can't really beat. And a newspaper for 75 cents?! When was the last time you bought stuff so cheap. So I know the economy is hurting right now but it makes us remember that it doesn't take a lot to have a good time and I think it also calls for appreciation, which you generally can't have enough of.
Well I'm off to go get ready for dance-what a priviledge!
Splittin' a spud max-8 dollarsish
Newspaper-75 cents
Summer Afternoon-priceless
"At your library you'll find everything you need to expand your horizon and help you to to succeed" Yes, I am a nerd and I do know our county library jingle but, we did just get 5 books for 6 dollars which you can't really beat. And a newspaper for 75 cents?! When was the last time you bought stuff so cheap. So I know the economy is hurting right now but it makes us remember that it doesn't take a lot to have a good time and I think it also calls for appreciation, which you generally can't have enough of.
Well I'm off to go get ready for dance-what a priviledge!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I think I killed my toe for about 24 hours
I went to open a big metal glass door at midlands tech and I wasn't paying attention and opened it right on my barefoot toe-flip flops i love you but really? So i had to to walk a ways to get to the bathroom. I tried to apply pressure and stop the bleeding and then walk back to my car-super far away-and search for a band aid. About halfway there me flip-flop was sticking to my foot because the blood was kind of well you get the picture. No band-aids in the car and I had none because I just took them out of my bag thinking hey I won't need them. Wrong. I headed back to the bathroom again and stopped the bleeding for the most part. But then it kind of throbbed a while longer and didn't look so pretty. My toe was like dented. After my 4 hour biology class i came home and tried to fix it some more, at least it's not bloody anymore. Oh but fyi dance, sweat, and a bad toe don't really mix. So like i said, i think i killed my toe for a couple hours but it's back in shape, sort of, today.
I went to open a big metal glass door at midlands tech and I wasn't paying attention and opened it right on my barefoot toe-flip flops i love you but really? So i had to to walk a ways to get to the bathroom. I tried to apply pressure and stop the bleeding and then walk back to my car-super far away-and search for a band aid. About halfway there me flip-flop was sticking to my foot because the blood was kind of well you get the picture. No band-aids in the car and I had none because I just took them out of my bag thinking hey I won't need them. Wrong. I headed back to the bathroom again and stopped the bleeding for the most part. But then it kind of throbbed a while longer and didn't look so pretty. My toe was like dented. After my 4 hour biology class i came home and tried to fix it some more, at least it's not bloody anymore. Oh but fyi dance, sweat, and a bad toe don't really mix. So like i said, i think i killed my toe for a couple hours but it's back in shape, sort of, today.
Everything about this makes me smile. With my dad teaching middle school for 20 years, we kind of enjoyed the experiences that went along with it and well ya gotta luv middle school i guess :) Haha i luv that the teacher videos it and the celebration commences like a typical middle school-complete and utter shock
Monday, June 22, 2009
It's tough being a scientist
Man, Mendel and his peas. Genetics. He did have a lot going for him. Being a monk and all he had the time to make history and he did. Must've been hard trying to figure out where his recessive genes disappeared too and wondering if they'd ever come back. Tough stuff.
Anyway it's a summer of biology and I learned a few interesting facts that might win me some millions on Who Wants to be a Millionaire. Apparently your eyes can tan. Yes I did say that, in the summer time they can get darker with exposure to the sun and thus tan in a sense. Oh and I learned that flamingos aren't really pink. They are more translucent and white, but apparently the male flamingos are attracted to the pink color and the females don't mind it. So the zoo puts in a pigment with their food. Who woulda thunk it. There went my childhood dreams, way to burst my bubble.
Anyway it's a summer of biology and I learned a few interesting facts that might win me some millions on Who Wants to be a Millionaire. Apparently your eyes can tan. Yes I did say that, in the summer time they can get darker with exposure to the sun and thus tan in a sense. Oh and I learned that flamingos aren't really pink. They are more translucent and white, but apparently the male flamingos are attracted to the pink color and the females don't mind it. So the zoo puts in a pigment with their food. Who woulda thunk it. There went my childhood dreams, way to burst my bubble.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
"I am Robin Hood, Don't let me down ;)"
"People of Nottingham, will you tolerate this injustice? I for one will not!"-Robin Hood
Been watching Robin Hood, the BBC version from Netflix and am on Season 1, I think you can watch it on youtube as well. If you're up for some good v. evil and a pretty accurate setting (the Holy Wars) it's a really good show. There's some great quotes and as history repeats itself, if you take a close look, you could find some semblances to today's world.
Been watching Robin Hood, the BBC version from Netflix and am on Season 1, I think you can watch it on youtube as well. If you're up for some good v. evil and a pretty accurate setting (the Holy Wars) it's a really good show. There's some great quotes and as history repeats itself, if you take a close look, you could find some semblances to today's world.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Sad Day
Well, today is a sad day in the Schreck Household. The red wheelbarrow is no more. I don't know how many times it was pushed between the back and front yard and sadly there were some times when I probably didn't like it very much, even though it was a tool which was supposed to help me grow some character or something like that. (It did and I am grateful). I still can't believe it is sitting by the garbage can, that is no place for our red wheel barrow. It's part of the family. I've known it my whole life-19 years oi vey that's a good wheel barrow. I guess they don't make 'em like that any more. Sad.
It even left serving, daddy sad he was filling it up with sand and it just gave out. Toppled over.
Boy did we have some good days planting flowers. Little Emily and Daddy planting bushes in the side of the yard. First you dig a BIG hole and then you break up the roots a little bit. Set it down carefully. Then you gotta cover it up and pat it really gently. Dig a little trench and then pour some water on it. OOO a worm, look Daddy! Whew I know, don't get all teary on me now. It's hard, hold it in, you can do it.
Red wheel barrow you will be missed!
Cinco Semanas
Could've been out of my Spanish class after 40 minutes of the two hour class but alas I decided to stay and help the Citadel guy. So readers must understand a little bit about this guy, our encounters began on the first day of class in which he was doing his part in coming up with some conversation. Soon enough I realize he's a jokester, you know one of those guys who picks on you in good humor because he can and little ol' me is just gonna put up with it because i understand its just his personality. And it certainly did make the class entertaining and quite humerus.
Some of my favorite quotes were "Your one of those hippies aren't you, I wouldn't have the guts (ok it was a different word but I'm keepin' this g rated) to wear somethin' like that." (I gotta give him credit though because it was a compliment...i think) and the next day "your one of those Trekkies aren't ya" oh and it gets better, today I was "one of those video gamers who plays Halo 24/7 and collects Pokemon cards" and when discussing characteristics, "How do you say I'm tall, dark, and handsome in Spanish?" Ok, you really do learn a lot about people in Spanish class after all, it's language right? You know, what you use to communicate with people.
I'm pretty sure he thought I was one of the strangest people he had ever met and yes, it is kinda unusual to have lived in Ukraine for a year, and been to some other countries. And to go to school in Mississippi and have family in Oregon. But hey its my life and I am blessed to have it! So all I want to say to Mr. Citadel is, thanks for making Spanish so great and really, I'll never forget it :) P.S. Profesor Robert, Gracias por todo! Tu eres paciente con tus clases. I hope that was correcto :P
Some of my favorite quotes were "Your one of those hippies aren't you, I wouldn't have the guts (ok it was a different word but I'm keepin' this g rated) to wear somethin' like that." (I gotta give him credit though because it was a compliment...i think) and the next day "your one of those Trekkies aren't ya" oh and it gets better, today I was "one of those video gamers who plays Halo 24/7 and collects Pokemon cards" and when discussing characteristics, "How do you say I'm tall, dark, and handsome in Spanish?" Ok, you really do learn a lot about people in Spanish class after all, it's language right? You know, what you use to communicate with people.
I'm pretty sure he thought I was one of the strangest people he had ever met and yes, it is kinda unusual to have lived in Ukraine for a year, and been to some other countries. And to go to school in Mississippi and have family in Oregon. But hey its my life and I am blessed to have it! So all I want to say to Mr. Citadel is, thanks for making Spanish so great and really, I'll never forget it :) P.S. Profesor Robert, Gracias por todo! Tu eres paciente con tus clases. I hope that was correcto :P
Thursday, June 18, 2009
So you think you can dance dance dance
These are my favorite pieces so far from episode one and two season 5. This season has so many strong dancers and its hard to see anyone go but these two pieces have been my favorites so far. The expression, music, storytelling, choreography, interpretation of the choreography, everything worked and as dance can be, it was pretty moving. I really liked the concept of the first one. The choreography, the crispness yet light quality of the execution of it were really well done. In the second one, I think the music had a big impact, not to put down the dancing, by no means, but it takes a lot of work to put it all together! Oh and my runner's up well there was a bunch, the Bollywood and contemporary, the ridiculously fast disco, Kayla and Max's pop-Kayla's positions were picture perfect and Max role played well
More favs :)
More favs :)
Excerpts from Leaper by Geoffrey Wood
Hey ya'll, just finished a book called the Leaper and it was a little slow but the ending definitely made up for it. The following are some of my favorite quotes and excerpts
"Without God, reality is madness. Reason will tell you so. You either madly trust in God, or you trust in a world gone made without him." p. 296
"It seems doing good isn't doing good. It's desiring to be there when God shows up with the good. The truth is you only need one beautiful thing to free you and talk you out of yourself." p. 300
"I see now, Father, that all heroes are unlikely, that the world doesn't need people to be more heroic, just less comfortable. More people willing to be less for someone else's benefit, eager to be used, to rush toward what's most needed and not away from it." p.300
"You don't change the world by telling it what to do, sitting at home, and telling it what you believe. You believe by throwing yourself into it. Making a leap, getting involved, then waiting, taking some one person's place for a while, one suffering person at a time." p.300
"At first, God's gift was annoying, an interruption. When the interruption became surprising, then God was simply terrifying. But God was alive." p.301
just some food for thought, enjoy the day....only get to live it once!
"Without God, reality is madness. Reason will tell you so. You either madly trust in God, or you trust in a world gone made without him." p. 296
"It seems doing good isn't doing good. It's desiring to be there when God shows up with the good. The truth is you only need one beautiful thing to free you and talk you out of yourself." p. 300
"I see now, Father, that all heroes are unlikely, that the world doesn't need people to be more heroic, just less comfortable. More people willing to be less for someone else's benefit, eager to be used, to rush toward what's most needed and not away from it." p.300
"You don't change the world by telling it what to do, sitting at home, and telling it what you believe. You believe by throwing yourself into it. Making a leap, getting involved, then waiting, taking some one person's place for a while, one suffering person at a time." p.300
"At first, God's gift was annoying, an interruption. When the interruption became surprising, then God was simply terrifying. But God was alive." p.301
just some food for thought, enjoy the day....only get to live it once!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Lazy Saturday Mornings
Trying to sleep late, though it's not all that possible when you have to get up at 7 every morning. So when it's 8:00 and you think, woa it must be so late only to realize it's a mere hour difference, I decide to listen to some Adventures in Odyssey. Yes, I am 19 but I don't think they ever get old and as a teacher in training, well I guess you could say it goes with the passion and job :). Then like most Saturdays I studied in bed. Oddly enough I manage to get the most accomplished while still in my PJs. I eventually had some breakfast around the would-have been late hour if i had slept (10:00) and got ready. Craig's list was calling my name and though there's nothing I can take on at the moment, it's fun to look around. There was even a security job wanting bodyguards for a bar, that one brought a smile. Well it's lunchtime! Happy Saturday everyone!
Trying to sleep late, though it's not all that possible when you have to get up at 7 every morning. So when it's 8:00 and you think, woa it must be so late only to realize it's a mere hour difference, I decide to listen to some Adventures in Odyssey. Yes, I am 19 but I don't think they ever get old and as a teacher in training, well I guess you could say it goes with the passion and job :). Then like most Saturdays I studied in bed. Oddly enough I manage to get the most accomplished while still in my PJs. I eventually had some breakfast around the would-have been late hour if i had slept (10:00) and got ready. Craig's list was calling my name and though there's nothing I can take on at the moment, it's fun to look around. There was even a security job wanting bodyguards for a bar, that one brought a smile. Well it's lunchtime! Happy Saturday everyone!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
The bunny candle is no more. somehow there melted a crevice in the side and green wax proceeded to spill onto my floor. for future reference I don't know what I'll do with unusual candles and wax is difficult to clean up, you never feel like it's all gone.
In other news...we somehow managed to discuss palmetto bugs and sweet tea, among other things, in the 3 1/2 hours of biology today.
Well i suppose i have delayed enough and should probably take a look at some of my schoolwork :) until next time
In other news...we somehow managed to discuss palmetto bugs and sweet tea, among other things, in the 3 1/2 hours of biology today.
Well i suppose i have delayed enough and should probably take a look at some of my schoolwork :) until next time
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I Should've Taken Pictures
We went to Mo's Drive-in Movie Theater to see Night at the Museum 2 and the double feature was Wolverine. Let me just say that it was a good sequel, which rarely happens. The humor mixed with the story line was really entertaining and of course every good drive-in ends with a kiss! There were some really great quotables..."I just thought you would want the cube of Rubix"/"I will forever be known for my biggest failure-Kernel Custerd"/"Yes, Sacagshmmem, Sacagemima, Sack in the Box"/ there are others and of course Gigantore was back in action. It's one of those movies that you might have to see a few times to catch everything. Having it set in D.C. with our history was neat to see as it becomes more personable. I would definitely recommend it and if you were wondering if you had seen it from the previews, oh there is so much more to see, well worth the 7.50 movie ticket.
As for Wolverine it was intense. Starting at 11 I thought for sure we'd loose a few people to the wonders of sleep but alas I was highly mistaken. If you got away with sleeping through that movie you could probably sleep through anything-it was intense! ^ Personally the ending was slightly disappointing but because it's the X-men Origins I can unerstand it, I suppose it was fitting.
It certainly felt like summer though with a warm night, lots of mosquitoes and good ol' southern hospitality. Pizza, hamburgers, chocolate, couldn't ask for more.
In other news...I have a Spanish test and bio lab quiz this week....that'll be interesting.
Oh and I'm not sure what happened to SC summer, the sun and 100 degree weather seems to have swapped with Oregon or disappeared all-together :( oh well I suppose I should enjoy it because after a week of its arrival, I will probably be complaining. South Carolina summers are something you don't forget but they are also what make it home.
Randomness-I have a green bunny candle that I have been burning and note to people who actually burn unusual candles: the way they burn is kinda funny....mine has become a half bunny but the ears and head are still in tact. Updates will follow.
And one more thing, sry...the pictures are in honor of the blooming gardenias, bc i have failed on my picture taking documentary, and because i discovered how to use my photobooth application (i tried to have the beach background but somehow it always ended up distorted)
There's nothin' like the smell of gardenia....wear it in your hair and the beautiful scent will follow you throughout the day
We went to Mo's Drive-in Movie Theater to see Night at the Museum 2 and the double feature was Wolverine. Let me just say that it was a good sequel, which rarely happens. The humor mixed with the story line was really entertaining and of course every good drive-in ends with a kiss! There were some really great quotables..."I just thought you would want the cube of Rubix"/"I will forever be known for my biggest failure-Kernel Custerd"/"Yes, Sacagshmmem, Sacagemima, Sack in the Box"/ there are others and of course Gigantore was back in action. It's one of those movies that you might have to see a few times to catch everything. Having it set in D.C. with our history was neat to see as it becomes more personable. I would definitely recommend it and if you were wondering if you had seen it from the previews, oh there is so much more to see, well worth the 7.50 movie ticket.
As for Wolverine it was intense. Starting at 11 I thought for sure we'd loose a few people to the wonders of sleep but alas I was highly mistaken. If you got away with sleeping through that movie you could probably sleep through anything-it was intense! ^ Personally the ending was slightly disappointing but because it's the X-men Origins I can unerstand it, I suppose it was fitting.
It certainly felt like summer though with a warm night, lots of mosquitoes and good ol' southern hospitality. Pizza, hamburgers, chocolate, couldn't ask for more.
In other news...I have a Spanish test and bio lab quiz this week....that'll be interesting.
Oh and I'm not sure what happened to SC summer, the sun and 100 degree weather seems to have swapped with Oregon or disappeared all-together :( oh well I suppose I should enjoy it because after a week of its arrival, I will probably be complaining. South Carolina summers are something you don't forget but they are also what make it home.
Randomness-I have a green bunny candle that I have been burning and note to people who actually burn unusual candles: the way they burn is kinda funny....mine has become a half bunny but the ears and head are still in tact. Updates will follow.
And one more thing, sry...the pictures are in honor of the blooming gardenias, bc i have failed on my picture taking documentary, and because i discovered how to use my photobooth application (i tried to have the beach background but somehow it always ended up distorted)
There's nothin' like the smell of gardenia....wear it in your hair and the beautiful scent will follow you throughout the day
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Ninety-Nine and One
I was thinking about a lot of things going on and heard this song about how Jesus/God "would leave ninety-nine, leave them all behind to find you." To me that is just incredible, that God would go that far to either bring back one of his sheep that have strayed or go after a lost shop. For us to fathom the depths of his Love and sacrifice, we can only begin to touch the tip of the iceberg if you will. Sure we my face crazy stuff that seems way beyond us but knowing that you are on the side of God who has such characteristics and qualities, "whom shall you fear." Wrapped up into those I Am statements, God reminds us, countless times, of his presence and aid in the midst of whatever is going on-whether doing the work of the Lord (1 Corinthians 16;10), as we live life (Matthew28:20), and facing giants as some say (Psalm 21:1-3 and Psalm 23:4). If you just try and think about an I Am statement-your mind will begin to whirl. Jesus, was, is, and will be. I'm just so glad that it is not up to me to save myself or anybody else because I certainly would be/am helpless. It takes/should take the pressure off of a lot. To the King who would "leave it all behind to find you" "be the praise and glory forever, and ever, Amen."
"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full." -John 10:10
I was thinking about a lot of things going on and heard this song about how Jesus/God "would leave ninety-nine, leave them all behind to find you." To me that is just incredible, that God would go that far to either bring back one of his sheep that have strayed or go after a lost shop. For us to fathom the depths of his Love and sacrifice, we can only begin to touch the tip of the iceberg if you will. Sure we my face crazy stuff that seems way beyond us but knowing that you are on the side of God who has such characteristics and qualities, "whom shall you fear." Wrapped up into those I Am statements, God reminds us, countless times, of his presence and aid in the midst of whatever is going on-whether doing the work of the Lord (1 Corinthians 16;10), as we live life (Matthew28:20), and facing giants as some say (Psalm 21:1-3 and Psalm 23:4). If you just try and think about an I Am statement-your mind will begin to whirl. Jesus, was, is, and will be. I'm just so glad that it is not up to me to save myself or anybody else because I certainly would be/am helpless. It takes/should take the pressure off of a lot. To the King who would "leave it all behind to find you" "be the praise and glory forever, and ever, Amen."
"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full." -John 10:10
Think About it....
I read this yesterday and thought it had some good points in it (comes from the devotional God's Best Secrets by Andrew Murray.....
My Witnesses
"Ye shall be My Witnesses" (Acts 1:8)
The Fourth mark of Christ's Church-His servants are to be witnesses to Hi, ever testifying of His wonderful love, of His power to redeem, of His continual abiding presence, and of His wonderful power to work in them.
This is the only weapon that the King allows His redeemed ones to use. Without claiming authority or power, without wisdom or eloquences, without influence or position, each one is called, not only by his words but by his life and action, to be a living proof and witness of what Jesus can do.
This is to be the only weapon they are to sue in conquering souls and bringing them to the feet of Christ. This si what the first disciples did. When they were filled with the Spirit, they began to speak of the mighty things that Christ had done.
It was in the power that those who were scattered abroad by persecution went forth, even as far as Antioch, preaching in the name of Jesus, to that a multitude of the heathen believed. They had no commissions from the Apostle, they had no special gifts or training; but out of the fullness of the heart, they spoke of Jesus Christ. They could not be silent; they were filled with the life and the love of Christ and could not but witness to Him .
It was this that gave the Gospel its power of increase; every new convert became a witness for Christ.
A heathen writer tells later in regard to the persecutions that if the Christians were only content to keep the worship of Jesus to themselves, they would not have to suffer. But in their zeal they wanted Christ to rule over all.
Side note: the following is what really got me ;)
Here we have the secret of a flourishing Church: every believer a witness for Jesus. Here we have the cause of the weakness of the Church: so few who are willing in daily life to testify that Jesus is Lord.
I read this yesterday and thought it had some good points in it (comes from the devotional God's Best Secrets by Andrew Murray.....
My Witnesses
"Ye shall be My Witnesses" (Acts 1:8)
The Fourth mark of Christ's Church-His servants are to be witnesses to Hi, ever testifying of His wonderful love, of His power to redeem, of His continual abiding presence, and of His wonderful power to work in them.
This is the only weapon that the King allows His redeemed ones to use. Without claiming authority or power, without wisdom or eloquences, without influence or position, each one is called, not only by his words but by his life and action, to be a living proof and witness of what Jesus can do.
This is to be the only weapon they are to sue in conquering souls and bringing them to the feet of Christ. This si what the first disciples did. When they were filled with the Spirit, they began to speak of the mighty things that Christ had done.
It was in the power that those who were scattered abroad by persecution went forth, even as far as Antioch, preaching in the name of Jesus, to that a multitude of the heathen believed. They had no commissions from the Apostle, they had no special gifts or training; but out of the fullness of the heart, they spoke of Jesus Christ. They could not be silent; they were filled with the life and the love of Christ and could not but witness to Him .
It was this that gave the Gospel its power of increase; every new convert became a witness for Christ.
A heathen writer tells later in regard to the persecutions that if the Christians were only content to keep the worship of Jesus to themselves, they would not have to suffer. But in their zeal they wanted Christ to rule over all.
Side note: the following is what really got me ;)
Here we have the secret of a flourishing Church: every believer a witness for Jesus. Here we have the cause of the weakness of the Church: so few who are willing in daily life to testify that Jesus is Lord.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Oh how I've missed you.....
Family
Inside Jokes
Isabear
Delicious Food (strawberries so sweet and red it just makes you smile)
Movie Nights
Church
Sunshine and good old SC heat
Sandy Beaches
my own bathroom
barefoot on asphalt
picking up the mail
Driving
and the list goes on. I don't know you just forget how easily things and people are taken for granted.
Family
Inside Jokes
Isabear
Delicious Food (strawberries so sweet and red it just makes you smile)
Movie Nights
Church
Sunshine and good old SC heat
Sandy Beaches
my own bathroom
barefoot on asphalt
picking up the mail
Driving
and the list goes on. I don't know you just forget how easily things and people are taken for granted.
Two Different Worlds
Two different worlds I live in, both in the South
Of different people, whom I dearly love
Adjustments can be hard, trying to figure out my place in each
Helping those who want/need it, trying to offer it to those who refuse
Fun times are the same in both, tragedy remains
God who sees it, listens, understands, cares, and acts-the two worlds are bearable and even enjoyable with God at the helm.
Two different worlds I live in, both in the South
Of different people, whom I dearly love
Adjustments can be hard, trying to figure out my place in each
Helping those who want/need it, trying to offer it to those who refuse
Fun times are the same in both, tragedy remains
God who sees it, listens, understands, cares, and acts-the two worlds are bearable and even enjoyable with God at the helm.
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Guess what? Did you guess, did you guess? I am officially a sophomore in college!!! It is so hard to believe and it really does seem true, time flies when you are having fun-praise the Lord he carried me through yet another year full of tears, triumphs, and memories. Well, my roommate and I made it through 24-hour quite hours without getting written up (quite an accomplishment I must say ;) ) and now the halls are quite quiet because everyone has returned home (Oh yes, my song came on my i-pod and it's quite the fitting song: Where My Heart Will Take Me). I am kind of at a loss for words, so much has happened, so much has been learned I would hope and there is so much more to learn. Oh my there were some giggly times and memorable girls nights as we went through Philippians. As I pack the car tomorrow and return home, to South Carolina with all the excitement of summer plans and the unknown, I will surely look back at this year with a mind that is spinning over all that was accomplished and experienced.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
LOVE....
spring is in the air and of course love is too but I just wanted to post something along the lines of a different sort of love
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." -1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Granted this verse may be over quoted, though I don't know if you can ever over quote a verse, but if you really stop and think of the Creator, Source, and Giver of Love and its definition you might just see it in a new, unfathomable, incredible Light.
spring is in the air and of course love is too but I just wanted to post something along the lines of a different sort of love
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." -1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Granted this verse may be over quoted, though I don't know if you can ever over quote a verse, but if you really stop and think of the Creator, Source, and Giver of Love and its definition you might just see it in a new, unfathomable, incredible Light.
Friday, March 06, 2009
Long time no post, I know and to the few who actually do read this....
It's a beautiful Friday. Beautiful for so many reasons.
-the sun is shining
-it's a wonderful temp
-did I mention it's Friday?
-semester's half way over
-big empty green fields make me happy
-God is good all the time
-family and friends are priceless
-even with the struggles, God is there and will somehow pull us through
Friday, January 30, 2009
"Somethin' bout Jesus that makes me forget all of those silly little cares of this world oh yeah you bet...." from "Somethin' Bout Jesus" sung by Big Tent Revival
If you ever get a chance to hear this song, it definitely makes ya think how small we are in God's great wonderful plan and thankfully,
"All I ever have to be is what you've made me, any more or less would be a step out of your plan...." from "All I Ever Have to Be" sung by Amy Grant
Happy Weekend!
If you ever get a chance to hear this song, it definitely makes ya think how small we are in God's great wonderful plan and thankfully,
"All I ever have to be is what you've made me, any more or less would be a step out of your plan...." from "All I Ever Have to Be" sung by Amy Grant
Happy Weekend!
Friday, January 16, 2009
Exerts from Codex Junius 11: Genesis (Genesis A & B) [Oxford, Bodleian Library, Junius 11, pp. 1-142] Online Medieval and Classical Library Release # 14b
"They knew no sin nor any evil, but in the hearts of both there burned the love of God." -at Creation
"When they do evil, they must win God's love, avert His doom, and gain the favour of their Lord forever!"-Satan speaking as serpent
"So often evil dwelleth with that man who doth not shun it when he hath the power."
"Of the fatal apples some she carried in her hands.....the fruit of the tree of death whereof the Lord of lords, the Prince of glory, had forbidden her to eat, saying His servants need not suffer death."
"From the woman he took both death and hell, although it did not bear these names, but bore the name of fruit... The sleep of death and fiend's seduction; death and hell and exile and damnation--these were the fatal fruit whereon they feasted. And when the apple worked within him and touched his heart, then laughed aloud the evilhearted fiend, capered about, and gave thanks to his lord for both:"
We were discussing this in civ class as it references the medieval futile system. Though some of it, I must admit I question, and granted liberties were taken, credit must be given to the descriptive art of this piece. It certainly causes questions if looked at with an open mind. If you want to read more the following web adress should help http://omacl.org/Junius/genesis.html
"They knew no sin nor any evil, but in the hearts of both there burned the love of God." -at Creation
"When they do evil, they must win God's love, avert His doom, and gain the favour of their Lord forever!"-Satan speaking as serpent
"So often evil dwelleth with that man who doth not shun it when he hath the power."
"Of the fatal apples some she carried in her hands.....the fruit of the tree of death whereof the Lord of lords, the Prince of glory, had forbidden her to eat, saying His servants need not suffer death."
"From the woman he took both death and hell, although it did not bear these names, but bore the name of fruit... The sleep of death and fiend's seduction; death and hell and exile and damnation--these were the fatal fruit whereon they feasted. And when the apple worked within him and touched his heart, then laughed aloud the evilhearted fiend, capered about, and gave thanks to his lord for both:"
We were discussing this in civ class as it references the medieval futile system. Though some of it, I must admit I question, and granted liberties were taken, credit must be given to the descriptive art of this piece. It certainly causes questions if looked at with an open mind. If you want to read more the following web adress should help http://omacl.org/Junius/genesis.html
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Friday, January 02, 2009
NEW
2009! Can you believe it? Thinking about all the things I wanted to write about I sort of got discombobulated and felt like I had nothing to write. Well that certainly is not the case. Like many others who have taken a look at the previous year I'll start there. This was an incredible year full of ups and downs. My brother got engaged, graduated from college, and married his beautiful sweet heart. My mom and dad left Ben Lippen, dad after 20 some years and mom after about 7, as did I-hs graduate of '08 baby! Dad hit real-estate head-on despite the struggles of the economy and mom is finishing up school, just 3 more classes!! I packed up and headed to Jackson MS, of all places, and you guessed-I love it! Belhaven College is quite a blessing for those of you who have never heard of it, it's ok because I hadn't either. Though there were many tears this past year, of both kinds I might add, 2008 was quite a year. Now for the promises that a new year brings. It ceases to amaze me how everything in the world so reflects its Creator. The idea of a fresh start is such a God thing, and for this I am so thankful. Interesting how it is a universal holiday that has the same connotations-fresh starts. Yes I'll make a few resolutions, if you'd like to call them that, like everyone else. I'll struggle and fail like everyone else but God will remain steadfast and that grace will NEVER disappear. Happy New Year!
2009! Can you believe it? Thinking about all the things I wanted to write about I sort of got discombobulated and felt like I had nothing to write. Well that certainly is not the case. Like many others who have taken a look at the previous year I'll start there. This was an incredible year full of ups and downs. My brother got engaged, graduated from college, and married his beautiful sweet heart. My mom and dad left Ben Lippen, dad after 20 some years and mom after about 7, as did I-hs graduate of '08 baby! Dad hit real-estate head-on despite the struggles of the economy and mom is finishing up school, just 3 more classes!! I packed up and headed to Jackson MS, of all places, and you guessed-I love it! Belhaven College is quite a blessing for those of you who have never heard of it, it's ok because I hadn't either. Though there were many tears this past year, of both kinds I might add, 2008 was quite a year. Now for the promises that a new year brings. It ceases to amaze me how everything in the world so reflects its Creator. The idea of a fresh start is such a God thing, and for this I am so thankful. Interesting how it is a universal holiday that has the same connotations-fresh starts. Yes I'll make a few resolutions, if you'd like to call them that, like everyone else. I'll struggle and fail like everyone else but God will remain steadfast and that grace will NEVER disappear. Happy New Year!
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Deep Love
I have recently sung the hymn "How Deep the Father's Love For Us" by Stuart Townend at various churches throughout my quest for a church home in Mississippi. Last Sunday, I really started thinking about the truth and weight of these words, I love them because they are so true.....
"His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished
I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection
Why should I gain from His reward
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom"
After looking up the author, I remembered that this song also meant a lot to me at the beginning of the school year-my freshman year in college. I remember doing a port de bra exercise in dance class to this song-a remade version-that was so beautiful and peaceful. Coupled with the powerful words and soothing melody, it was such an encouragement. Each time it pops up, I am reminded of the incredible Savior God.
I have recently sung the hymn "How Deep the Father's Love For Us" by Stuart Townend at various churches throughout my quest for a church home in Mississippi. Last Sunday, I really started thinking about the truth and weight of these words, I love them because they are so true.....
"His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished
I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection
Why should I gain from His reward
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom"
After looking up the author, I remembered that this song also meant a lot to me at the beginning of the school year-my freshman year in college. I remember doing a port de bra exercise in dance class to this song-a remade version-that was so beautiful and peaceful. Coupled with the powerful words and soothing melody, it was such an encouragement. Each time it pops up, I am reminded of the incredible Savior God.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
So Saturday was jam packed with hw :( sad I know but then guys soccer who won in overtime 2-1 against Millsaps, our rival and then hall party at Broadstreet and the first Home football game. BC...You Know! They lost sadly but it wasn't a blow out and the hip hop team was awesome. Our band was pretty good too :) considering it was the first time BC's had one (I think).
Sunday, September 07, 2008
So I haven't blogged in a really long time, my apologies...I'm just killin time at the moment, college life, it sure is different!! Yeah and some quotes if I can remember em'... "I like your partnering, your dancing not so much but we can fix that" "Wherever you stand claim it for Christ." "If you don't do what you are called to do, people will miss out!" Ephesians 3:20 There's been a whole lot more that I've loved but I can't remember them all at the moment. Anyway, it's finally been a beautiful sunny day in Mississippi and I just loved it...what a blessing!
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Sunday, July 27, 2008
"Oh, how He loves you and me,
Oh, how He loves you and me.
He gave His life, what more could He give;
Oh, how He loves you, Oh, how He loves me,
Oh, how He loves you and me.
Jesus to Calv'ry did go,
His love for mankind to show.
What He did there brought hope from despair.
Oh, how He loves you, Oh, how He loves me,
Oh how He loves you and me.
Oh, how He loves you and me,
Oh, how He loves you and me.
He gave His life, what more could He give;
Oh, how He loves you, Oh, how He loves me,
Oh, how He loves you and me."
Words and music by Kurt Kaiser copyright 1975 all rights reserved
Oh, how He loves you and me.
He gave His life, what more could He give;
Oh, how He loves you, Oh, how He loves me,
Oh, how He loves you and me.
Jesus to Calv'ry did go,
His love for mankind to show.
What He did there brought hope from despair.
Oh, how He loves you, Oh, how He loves me,
Oh how He loves you and me.
Oh, how He loves you and me,
Oh, how He loves you and me.
He gave His life, what more could He give;
Oh, how He loves you, Oh, how He loves me,
Oh, how He loves you and me."
Words and music by Kurt Kaiser copyright 1975 all rights reserved
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Friday, July 04, 2008
Happy 4th of July!!! After a week of no internet and one trip yesterday to the Atlanta Bread Company to check my email and various other things online, we officially have internet at home!! Due to an electrical storm that fried the box we have been deprived for a week. Ok, deprived is not a good word. We have been without would be more fitting. Especially since we are grateful there were no fires at or near our home sparked by the lightning-there were at least three in the area. Weather sure proves God's incredibleness! Anyway enjoy family and USA-what a blessing!
Monday, June 16, 2008
Monday, June 09, 2008
Upon asking a little boy if he found Jesus he replied, "I didn't know he was lost but yes I have him in my heart."-quote from the sermon on Sunday.... you are chosen, you are adopted, and you are accepted!
You gotta love a rainy summer afternoon and crafting, there's nothin' like it. Or a good book that you gotta get the sequel too. A great movie at home w/ the fam. or a night out at the movie theater and you walk out into a summer evening. Ya gotta love the South!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Dream Big, let God work, and your dreams will come true!
The world is waiting to see what you can do (WHAT GOD CAN DO THROUGH YOU)!
Pretty encouraging that God's in the business of making something little big....
Elijah heard a word from the Lord: I think I hear rain...(after a drought 0f 3 yrs)
Go look for it (Elijah bends down and puts face beneath his knees:prays)
Nothin.
Nothin.
Nope.
Nothing.
Nada.
Nothin.
There's a little cloud.
There's my rain.
To top it all off God lets Elijah out run King Ahab's chariot, which had a head start.
Incredible, check it out in 1 Kings 18...18:41-46
The world is waiting to see what you can do (WHAT GOD CAN DO THROUGH YOU)!
Pretty encouraging that God's in the business of making something little big....
Elijah heard a word from the Lord: I think I hear rain...(after a drought 0f 3 yrs)
Go look for it (Elijah bends down and puts face beneath his knees:prays)
Nothin.
Nothin.
Nope.
Nothing.
Nada.
Nothin.
There's a little cloud.
There's my rain.
To top it all off God lets Elijah out run King Ahab's chariot, which had a head start.
Incredible, check it out in 1 Kings 18...18:41-46
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Summer is fast approaching and ....
I officially finished the academic part of my high school career!
I've got graduation festivities next week and basically no school this week!
Choreography for "You'll Never Thirst" is complete I just have to practice!
We are cleaning out-quite a chore, but exciting b/c of new things to come!
Happy Mom's Day-my mom is amazing!
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Junior Senior
The twenties were a riot on Fiday night at Embassy Suits where we had our "prom". We enjoyed a chicken and cream sauce w/ veggies and a chocolate cake that was very very chocolate! The entertainment suited our class as we watched a football commentary mixed w/ spoofs on our class. Sarah and I tried to be "bad" w/ the bandanas but it got stuck so George's Company was going to sue for us....Sean's chess and tea pot video was the best followed by the chearleading skit about Merryn and Jordyn. We went bowling afterwards and yes, my nails did glow in the dark, I was super excited! It was quite a night!
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
So again its been a long time but....Sr. Trip has come and gone and so has Spring Break both were fun, the Sr. Trip was incredibly busy but of course memorable. Spring Break was a blessing both for relaxing and getting a couple extra hours at work in. I finished my D.C. scrapbook for school early but here's some pics that were great, but didn't make it in, thanks to Michelle for putting them on cd for me and here's to another 6 weeks or so of BL life!
p.s. our A.P. English class is emersing ourselves in Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde-classic! Great writing! And yes we did go to the ESPN bar and sports grill! Be proud!
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